I'm losing it

I went to jolibee today with fii, anne and atul. Anne was late, like REALLY late. We've promised to meet at 1.45 but she came at about 3. Mahhn.. Haha. I was starving like crazy, not to mention thirst, haissh.. We hang out around the mall later and we took photos, a lot of them. I wish i could have them, hahaha. Mom fetched me around 4.15 like that and then i went to my tuition school to pay the fee, guess what? I QUIT. Haha. we talked about shafiq lg tadi and it was embarassing! I'd better forget about him, everything is revealed, thanks a lot, annie! Hahaha. Anne offered to send me home tapi no thanks! Her bro yg drive, what if he mention shafiq to me?? Hahaha. Just kidding. PN and i are getting better. Hee. (; i think i've fallen in love all over again.. Haha. Ohh, i'm activating my facebook!! It was supposed to be exciting, but idk.. I'm like, sakai. Hahaha. I uploaded 2 photos saja. *sigh. I wanted to answer the quizzes tapi enda dapat baa!! That pissed me off, totally! Well, there's nothing much to say. Adios

Get a life

Yes, i mean it! Get a life!! Don't butt in if it isn't your business!! Everybody seems fake these days, i really don't know who should i trust, except my bestfriends ofcourse. You know what, aku tau kamu ada mulut tapi jaga2x lah sikit!! Jgn tah kn melanji sibuk2x ara urg!! Pathetic loser!!! Mengucap pandai dblakang ganya, dapan2x krg pandai asi2x minta tolong tia apa!! Mcm tah kami inda tau!! Please!! I'm soo pissed off with 'them'!! You know who you are!! Bah lpas baca postku ane mengumpat tah kamu!! Mcm th ku inda tau ulah bangas kamu ah!! Mahhhn. Anyway, today's arniee's 16th birthday and we're planning to celebrate it tomorrow as a surprise party. But i guess it's cancelled due to some of us, having transport difficulties. I'll be there anyway, with some friends, treating ourselves with NACHO OVERLOADs and PITAs. hehe. Anne asked me if i could join her, fai'e and her mom jogging at Bukit Shahbandar tomorrow, but unfortunately i can't. Huhu. We'll be watching that new movie btw, Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak, at mall. Not sure when tapi we're going to celebrate her bro's birthday tarus, cool. And the best part is shhh aa fiiqq is coming!! Hahaha. I just found out that he's single, d; he's soo cute, like 9/10, hehe. But you guys know i love PN right.. He'll never be replaced. =) btw, anne's mom told her bro that anne and i ada crush ara shafiq, i was like, SHUT UP?? embarrassed.. Mahhhn. This is harassment. Hahaha. I haven't posted any pics yet, haiyaaa. Time is limited. Btw, i've been thinking of getting that vaccine injection for the prevention of H1N1, wani sudah, but i'm kind of scared... =s but you know what, Hafel is hotter than shafiq. *sigh. PN was supposed to call me tonight tapi enda jadi cuz my sis' home. Huhhh. Ahh, i had honey chicken, tempura and mashed potatoes for dinner tonight, i cooked them myself!! Hahaha. Ohh, last night, i ordered fish burger and qee ordered beef burger, the cashier didn't mark which one is which so the burgers were switch!! Hahaha! That rhymes. I'm kinda blank right now. Aites.

Open up and see like me..

Wow, i feel great.. Like so great.. I've told everything to PN. It's like i caught a glimpse of heaven.. *sigh. I'm really positive that we'll be ending this crisis soon and even goback. Hehe. *bahagia me ehh, hahaha* hmm.. Raffez-o by.. I'm sorry for choosing 'him' rather than you, i really love him, i'm sorry.. I know you're waiting for me.. I can't have 2 boyfriends, not like old times. I must be loyal from now onwards.. =') you're a nice guy really.. Perfect.. I like you.. We're good friends now right.. Bh anyway, tadi ptg i was pissed off right. I kept on mc-ing PN cuz he always text me after school tapi tadi nada, so yeah. The bad part is that i can't seem to reach him, i'm like, damn KUSUT. Then i suddenly remembered that ea ada EXAM!! Shit. Ngaleh ku tunggu. Then i started to freak out, i can't handle it anymore, so i opened them all, semua ku gtau. Starting from me being an EGO MANIAC. Tapi entah a, i feel great actually. Enda lagi bad mood.. =) i love you PN. Night..

Pissed off

Today was.. Yeah, pissing me off. KUSUT bahh! I'm like, so stressed out, down bahh. Sii Gaga atu lagi, fuck ehh!! =S sasak ku. Anyway, i miss PN like crazy.. Anne said I should be with him.. But.. Hesitation.. Entah ehh.. Honestly, he's the only guy that i love.. Banar.. I don't wanna lose him again.. ='( i know he loves me too much.. Yes, I did hurt him too much, but still ea tahan jua bahh.. I love you beh.. Gosh! I think i'd better stop, i don't really feel like posting right now. Too teary.

What a day..

I went to bandar today, uncle aji buat function ara this restaurant, so we had lunch there, it's like doa selamat cuz he was promoted, mahhhn, he's getting richer. *sigh. It's been about a year since i've seen my relatives sebalah my dad so i'm a bit shy, my aunts cakap 'ehh c kaka a, basar sudah ya, makin lawa' hahaha! I'm tall baa so my cousins and aunts apa semua envy me. Hehe. The boy cousins pun basar2x jua, handsome lg tu... The first one yg catch my eyes is abg pipi, gilass x cute, hahh. Anyway ada this guy, idk who, perhaps auntie ajah punya nephew, he was like, cute, blh laa dktakan, we kept on exchanging looks, eye contact, hahaha. His baju ada tulis 'do you love me? Tick yes or no', i would text 'no' tapi i liked him. Hahaha. xP He was smiling saja at me, last2x ara kadai golden music he approached me! Tapi i smiled saja!talk is cheap mahhn! Muahahahaha! So the food was okay saja, loved the butterprawn and brownies, hee. Masa i take the drink(it's buffet btw), drg abg pai'e sama abg pipi ambil minuman jua, then abg pai'e ckp 'ehh tinggi jua kau ane', then aku ktawa, abg pipi just smiled, but he's taller than me pulang. Gheehee. Anyway ada this girl, i'm really envious pasal muanya a bit 'englishy' and her clothes were... God, lawaaa... She wore jacket as a top and mini skirt and rockin' boots. Fuckheroo ehh. Her weakness was ara her teeth, pkai braces lai.. I know tu she's a niece of auntie ajah pasal the face ada nampak mixed blooded. The souvenirs were chocolate, this large box of drinks, iced lemon tea and snacks and my favourite part is ada DUIT!! Hahahaha. My uncle is so nice... And rich. Hoho. But it was nice really, seeing my cousins apa tu. The best part is my aunts and uncles suruh my cousins to learn from me, i got credits for being an express student. Muahahahahaha! They kept flattering me on and on, i liked that, banar jua tu, sudah lawa tinggi lagi plus pandai(durang ckp), hahahaha! Aites, i've gtg, haven't done my bio yet.

Ecstatic

Wow, i'm like so tired. I went out to hang out ara mall last night with anne, her bro sma kawannya, so, double date. HAHAHA. Jokes. Anyway, punyalah ramai urang dmlm ato, maria's album launching bah jua. I got to anne's house around 5.30 but guess what? We departed around 7, ambil his(anne's bro) friend lagi, mana inda payah cari parking. Masa in car anne offered me some candy tapi aku enda mau eatah abgnya ckp aku malu2x kucing. *sigh. We got to mall by 7.45 kali, then 8.40 baru dapat basement parking. THANK GOD. Semua kami mcm bahagia bah sampai atu. By the time we reached the GFloor, the event habis sudah. *sigh. Then me and anne went to arcade, karaoke. We had fun walaupun sumbang suara kami, hahaha. The guys next to our kbox was like, super hot!! BANAR! Mula2x they sang 'with you' from CB, then our favourite part masa lagu 'give it to me', suara drg lagi lawa, me and anne ikut dance bah, ksiukan kami, sadang. Hahaha. We wished to have known them, take picture kah apa, mahhhn! Melting. Bah anyway skali kami lapar and before we had the chance to eat, abg fai'e(bila lagi ea jadi abgku ne ehh) suruh turun, anne ckp he said near pentas atu, ngaleh kami round2x, then rupanya 1st floor. Haissh. Nada jua pa2x ea suruh tunggu ato, kelaparan kami lai.. HAHAHA. We asked if we could get some food before home, then abg fai'e ckp 'bah', i was deaf kali, enda tdngar. Hahaha. We went to jolibee, pasal nada seats, too ramai, we take away the food. We ordered Nacho Overloadsss. HAHA. Menahan lapar tah kami lagi. Then we went for dessert at Gelato cafe, we were like paning kan decide which flavours, urang ato suruh rasa, kami besuap2xan tah pulang, meliat urang d atas, sibuk. HAHA. The cafe was near where drg bro anne bediri so we approached them, tapi ea ktawakan pasal kami makan dessert, hahaha. Then anne was going crazy pasal dapat bgambar sama DJ ALIF a, histeria ya tarus, hahaha. We went off around 10.45 like that. Anne's bro sent me home at around 11.15. I had fun, soo much fun. Plus abang si anne lagi cute BERABIS, hahaha. Well maybe it's because my first time seeing him eatah aku malu2x sikit. HAHAHA. His friend lagi tia pemalu, sah begirlfriend sudah. Haha. I'm waiting for PN to mc me ne....

Don don day

Huhhh. I'm exhausted today and i can't seem to see the reason why. I miss PN and i'm really worried to core about that baby boy of mine. Because of ego, i think, i still hates him though i don't. My life would suck without you PN. My life had been bend into a question mark. I suck. =(. I tortured his feelings all these times and claimed that he's the one yg torture me, fuck ehh! Is this love? Every single ticks of seconds just aches like thousands of needles poking through my soft heart, that is without him. Yeah! I did tried to ignore him and hate him but that just seem worthless, he's just like a magnet, i miss him more i'm nearly insane!! Now i agreed, OPPOSITE ATTRACTS. When will i stop being an ego maniac like this?! My heart aches, really, to deny my love towards him, i'm sick of it. Raffez? Yes, i cared for him. But love? He just had to wait. And so he said he would, we support each other, academics and social. He's the nicest guy on earth. BUT PN had stolen my heart and won't give it back just like he refused to take his heart back from me. I love you PN, but i hate you. I hate that i love you! Btw, talked to teacher aireen today, about further studies and so. It kinda injected a new resolution to me, i'm going to be a doctor or a CSI! I will! Siuk bah dengar her talks tadi, about her loving bio and so. Hmmm. Mrs.B wrote us all some advice tadi, mine was 'please be regular with your work, you have the potential to do well'. I'm proud of it. Wani cried tah plang, haha. Took some pictures today and i liked them. The photos from the other day were also awesome. Too bad i can't join the afternoon photoshoot. *sigh. But anyway, i'll be hanging out with anne this saturday night. The Mall. Gee hee. Later.

What a day.

It's been worst i tell you, that place. It's almost like hell. Darn it! =S some bunch of devils, demons or whatever they should be called, are just trying to fuss like the world revolves around them. SCRAM BITCHES!! You're nothing, nothing at all. And anyway, forget it, i don't fucking care, childish, primitive and low class. Ass kissers. Today's the last day of mrs.B to teach us, omg.. Idk. I'm face pokering right now, lazy to react cuz of the tech probs. Na'ah. This evening, the boyfriend will be back home from his school to Europe, mahhn, i hope he bought something for me. HAHA. I love you babe, mwah. Okay so, Carlos Tevez will be leaving Manchester United soon, i hate it. MU will lose one of it's skilled player. My gosh. At least ronaldo and macheda's still there. I love them both. Likey-likeo. Hoho. I'm craving for sushi btw, shits, excapade and takara. It's been awhile since i ate there. Mahhn. And btw, this friday, will be eating at easyway with anne and qee and MAYBE anne's bro. Will be posting again later.

Longitivity, wtf?

Wow, it's been a long time since the last time I posted something. And by long, i meant really long. Haha. Ah, the march test, i lost, defeated, like crazehh. =S but i managed to get 5 o's. Better than nothing hunehhs. Bah just forget it, lama sudah tu. *sigh. It's May,13th today and guess what?? My hearthrobe's birthday! Robbie Patts! Edward Cullen! Haha. I love you RP, may you live long and prosper. I hope you're not really GAY cuz in your new movie, Little Ashes, you look disgusting making out with that guy. moreover, those scenes in the darkroom and pool? Mahhhn, utterly dreadful. Asshole! *bitting my fingernails. My heart are yours no matter what. HAHA. Btw, i've been swayed by reading city of bones lately, it was so good, i love every single words in that book, awesome! People, read it, it can absolutely compete with Twilight sequences. City of Bones is awesome i tell you. Will be having my tuition class later, hehe. d; i suppose me, anne, her bro and qee will be having a sunset photoshoot on sunday. Yeay! Ahh, unfortunately i have to back off. Later.