I know.

Loser. I know everything. I only ACT like i don't know anything so that makes you asses STUPID. (: continue on bitching around okay? i know your life sucks, i'm symphatised by that, so touching ehh. :'D just watch out, i'm not ready to erupt yet, just like a sleeping volcano. All of you will regret if i become a 'penumpisan' macam kamu, okay honeysshe?? I have a lot that i know, remember? Do you guys want me to reveal everything? I guess no. (: poor little things.. Nada keraja lain ehh. Mcm th i inda tau cerita baru itu.. don't care, we have nicks for THEM also kali ah, babal ee, comel wah durang ane, mulut mcm wow, kirakan sexy la tu ah ngucap a.. Setupit. By the way, this frids, ranoadidas is celebrating their 6th year, i might be coming, with anne and abg fai'e and prolly si anu.. I'm soo over him, okay? Haha. Last sats, i didn't join them at the mall, celebrate birthday abg fai'e. Malas i wah, malu ara shafiq. HAHAHA LANTIW. This frids i mcm malas jua kan ikut, i mau kurus lagi sikit ehh, baru tah, ane apa lampuh sekilo i ah. Hahahaha pathetic. Ada photography challenge, nail polish art, and etc tu nanti tem frids a. I didn't go to sch today, sick, was in hospital. Mc 1 day. Banarnya 2 days tapi my mom ckp 1 saja. *sigh. I am, as usual, fb-ing saja, nada keraja lain, sickly addictive! Haissh. I wonder how was the malay presentation this morns, :s photos! Inda dapat upload! Huhh. Damn. My #6 texted me last night, i'm not happy though to see him, okay so i'm over him since his skin got really tanned. Hey, no one can blame me for liking FAIR SKINNED human. I'm soo into acoustic version of 'heartless' right now, very nice. hehe. I'm gonna call it a day.

Need to catch up

Whoaa, eversince my facebook is active, i've completely forgotten this blog. :s facebook is damn addictive, i nearly forgot that time actually flies. Ada this weird guy from fb, he's like shit! He proposed me, baru jua kenal tu a, ofcourse la aku enda mau, then marah pulang ya. He was telling his past stories yang hell-i-don't-care!! He drinks alcohol, EEW. I told him honestly that he's not my type, banar jua tu, aku ne bukannya lanji sangat kan tarus2 beguna urg. What if he's a player? Nah. Kesian enda laku jantan a. *sigh. Plus i don't mind if he wants to be my FRIEND saja, he was like 'inda payah tah, aku ne enda layak...', so i said 'fine!'. Behapa ku kan memanisi memujuk ea, duii, malas me engau. Anyway, me and PN.. We're getting really well.. Hehe. We act like a couple. The thing is when he said he wants me to be his gf, i refused. I'm really traumatized.. But i love him, really. Only him. (: and finally i confessed to him that i'm jealous of everything that he do, especially his school yg ada bini2x a, shit. Tapi he said that i'm his only one. he loves me.. :D i trust him completely for some reasons.. Raffez and me get along pretty well also, except that we don't cross the friendship boundary. Hafel, okay so far, he still wants to talk to me when he's down or so. School is getting tougher, not just because the topics or rivals, also the bond between each other which is getting lose. Banyak puak ane wa, mana enda, urg mulut jahat betimbun, aku pun. Haha. But seriously, haissh. My PE teacher asked me about this, i was like bangang enda tau cemana kan explain.. :s whaevah la, i don't really care as in malas ku engau. I have my own life, bhapa jua kan sibuk2 ara urang.. :D ohh! The mini chocolate balls that Qee made was awesome! Taste exactly like Ferrero Roche! Mahhhn. I fought with my sibling wa kan makan a, hahaha. I have the pictures from anne's digi cam already, but i haven't seen them yet. I'll post them for you to see nanti aritee..

I'm losing it

I went to jolibee today with fii, anne and atul. Anne was late, like REALLY late. We've promised to meet at 1.45 but she came at about 3. Mahhn.. Haha. I was starving like crazy, not to mention thirst, haissh.. We hang out around the mall later and we took photos, a lot of them. I wish i could have them, hahaha. Mom fetched me around 4.15 like that and then i went to my tuition school to pay the fee, guess what? I QUIT. Haha. we talked about shafiq lg tadi and it was embarassing! I'd better forget about him, everything is revealed, thanks a lot, annie! Hahaha. Anne offered to send me home tapi no thanks! Her bro yg drive, what if he mention shafiq to me?? Hahaha. Just kidding. PN and i are getting better. Hee. (; i think i've fallen in love all over again.. Haha. Ohh, i'm activating my facebook!! It was supposed to be exciting, but idk.. I'm like, sakai. Hahaha. I uploaded 2 photos saja. *sigh. I wanted to answer the quizzes tapi enda dapat baa!! That pissed me off, totally! Well, there's nothing much to say. Adios

Get a life

Yes, i mean it! Get a life!! Don't butt in if it isn't your business!! Everybody seems fake these days, i really don't know who should i trust, except my bestfriends ofcourse. You know what, aku tau kamu ada mulut tapi jaga2x lah sikit!! Jgn tah kn melanji sibuk2x ara urg!! Pathetic loser!!! Mengucap pandai dblakang ganya, dapan2x krg pandai asi2x minta tolong tia apa!! Mcm tah kami inda tau!! Please!! I'm soo pissed off with 'them'!! You know who you are!! Bah lpas baca postku ane mengumpat tah kamu!! Mcm th ku inda tau ulah bangas kamu ah!! Mahhhn. Anyway, today's arniee's 16th birthday and we're planning to celebrate it tomorrow as a surprise party. But i guess it's cancelled due to some of us, having transport difficulties. I'll be there anyway, with some friends, treating ourselves with NACHO OVERLOADs and PITAs. hehe. Anne asked me if i could join her, fai'e and her mom jogging at Bukit Shahbandar tomorrow, but unfortunately i can't. Huhu. We'll be watching that new movie btw, Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak, at mall. Not sure when tapi we're going to celebrate her bro's birthday tarus, cool. And the best part is shhh aa fiiqq is coming!! Hahaha. I just found out that he's single, d; he's soo cute, like 9/10, hehe. But you guys know i love PN right.. He'll never be replaced. =) btw, anne's mom told her bro that anne and i ada crush ara shafiq, i was like, SHUT UP?? embarrassed.. Mahhhn. This is harassment. Hahaha. I haven't posted any pics yet, haiyaaa. Time is limited. Btw, i've been thinking of getting that vaccine injection for the prevention of H1N1, wani sudah, but i'm kind of scared... =s but you know what, Hafel is hotter than shafiq. *sigh. PN was supposed to call me tonight tapi enda jadi cuz my sis' home. Huhhh. Ahh, i had honey chicken, tempura and mashed potatoes for dinner tonight, i cooked them myself!! Hahaha. Ohh, last night, i ordered fish burger and qee ordered beef burger, the cashier didn't mark which one is which so the burgers were switch!! Hahaha! That rhymes. I'm kinda blank right now. Aites.

Open up and see like me..

Wow, i feel great.. Like so great.. I've told everything to PN. It's like i caught a glimpse of heaven.. *sigh. I'm really positive that we'll be ending this crisis soon and even goback. Hehe. *bahagia me ehh, hahaha* hmm.. Raffez-o by.. I'm sorry for choosing 'him' rather than you, i really love him, i'm sorry.. I know you're waiting for me.. I can't have 2 boyfriends, not like old times. I must be loyal from now onwards.. =') you're a nice guy really.. Perfect.. I like you.. We're good friends now right.. Bh anyway, tadi ptg i was pissed off right. I kept on mc-ing PN cuz he always text me after school tapi tadi nada, so yeah. The bad part is that i can't seem to reach him, i'm like, damn KUSUT. Then i suddenly remembered that ea ada EXAM!! Shit. Ngaleh ku tunggu. Then i started to freak out, i can't handle it anymore, so i opened them all, semua ku gtau. Starting from me being an EGO MANIAC. Tapi entah a, i feel great actually. Enda lagi bad mood.. =) i love you PN. Night..

Pissed off

Today was.. Yeah, pissing me off. KUSUT bahh! I'm like, so stressed out, down bahh. Sii Gaga atu lagi, fuck ehh!! =S sasak ku. Anyway, i miss PN like crazy.. Anne said I should be with him.. But.. Hesitation.. Entah ehh.. Honestly, he's the only guy that i love.. Banar.. I don't wanna lose him again.. ='( i know he loves me too much.. Yes, I did hurt him too much, but still ea tahan jua bahh.. I love you beh.. Gosh! I think i'd better stop, i don't really feel like posting right now. Too teary.

What a day..

I went to bandar today, uncle aji buat function ara this restaurant, so we had lunch there, it's like doa selamat cuz he was promoted, mahhhn, he's getting richer. *sigh. It's been about a year since i've seen my relatives sebalah my dad so i'm a bit shy, my aunts cakap 'ehh c kaka a, basar sudah ya, makin lawa' hahaha! I'm tall baa so my cousins and aunts apa semua envy me. Hehe. The boy cousins pun basar2x jua, handsome lg tu... The first one yg catch my eyes is abg pipi, gilass x cute, hahh. Anyway ada this guy, idk who, perhaps auntie ajah punya nephew, he was like, cute, blh laa dktakan, we kept on exchanging looks, eye contact, hahaha. His baju ada tulis 'do you love me? Tick yes or no', i would text 'no' tapi i liked him. Hahaha. xP He was smiling saja at me, last2x ara kadai golden music he approached me! Tapi i smiled saja!talk is cheap mahhn! Muahahahaha! So the food was okay saja, loved the butterprawn and brownies, hee. Masa i take the drink(it's buffet btw), drg abg pai'e sama abg pipi ambil minuman jua, then abg pai'e ckp 'ehh tinggi jua kau ane', then aku ktawa, abg pipi just smiled, but he's taller than me pulang. Gheehee. Anyway ada this girl, i'm really envious pasal muanya a bit 'englishy' and her clothes were... God, lawaaa... She wore jacket as a top and mini skirt and rockin' boots. Fuckheroo ehh. Her weakness was ara her teeth, pkai braces lai.. I know tu she's a niece of auntie ajah pasal the face ada nampak mixed blooded. The souvenirs were chocolate, this large box of drinks, iced lemon tea and snacks and my favourite part is ada DUIT!! Hahahaha. My uncle is so nice... And rich. Hoho. But it was nice really, seeing my cousins apa tu. The best part is my aunts and uncles suruh my cousins to learn from me, i got credits for being an express student. Muahahahahaha! They kept flattering me on and on, i liked that, banar jua tu, sudah lawa tinggi lagi plus pandai(durang ckp), hahahaha! Aites, i've gtg, haven't done my bio yet.